Perfect Mess

I tried so many times to set these feelings aside.
I carried so many emotions inside.

Had things been any different than what I thought I could control,
I would of been the one who never walked thu your front door.

Clouded judgment carried so many mis-understandings for you and I.
I can safely admit that I was willing to give 100% and just try.

Your such a bitch
u became so irate over some of the most stupid bullshit.

No, I didn't help,
but I found that this was your problem and I was second best from the hand I was dealt.

Every thing seems so un perfect
Maybe a mess of frustrated entangled dialect.

You lost 1 that would never discredit your views.
You lost 1 who was less likely to see you as old news.

We had so much in our favor.
Such a shame your so blind to let it just dwindle like a common everyday normal behavior.

You are perhaps gone?
But my mind is constantly on u and where we went wrong.

What a perfect mess.
I feel like none the less...

Connection

Connection

We always find a way to connect.
like the moment I first kissed your neck.

We can talk for over an hour,
yet you pinch the possibility held within a flower.

Check this out.
You are the one who which I have no doubt.

When you come to your senses,
I will hold my hand open and not make you feel like jumping fences.

Perhaps it is hard for you to understand right now.
But when you grasp this fundamental wow,
we will be forced to take a bow.

You see, I know you are the one.
And I think you know too but you expect much more fun.

It doesn’t get any better
You can search forever and try to be clever.

But you will never
ever,
find it better.

In the end
We will mend.

Life does go on.
Together we will and can see dawn.